World-class worrying doesn’t win
My hubby and I had retreated to the mountains for a few days to recover after a super busy week. I was determined to turn off my mind and rest.
Then I started to worry.
Would we be safe on those windy mountain roads?
I wondered whether he would like the cabin I’d picked (even though he helped pick it!). I mean, what if I made a bad choice?
To top it all off, I woke up way too early on our first morning with my mind racing with new imagined problems. What if I couldn’t figure out how to make oatmeal in their microwave or what if there’s not a bowl to make it in. I mean, we could starve right?
I laughed out loud at that last worry as I realized my mind had gone careening off a cliff sharper than any of the ones we passed on our drive. And I began to realize where I’d left the healthy spiritual path.
See, I was bound and determined to rest and be restored, but I was trying to do it in my own strength. I was counting on my resources to make it happen. Instead, I needed to turn to the One who gives rest to our souls. Once I asked Jesus to calm my mind and give me rest, all the worries shrunk back to their proper sizes.
The roads were safe. The cabin was a fine choice. The microwave? Just as easy to use as you might imagine.
How easy it is for me to slip into this pattern of self-reliance! And I don’t think I am alone.
As busy women, we have a lot of people depending on us. Our families, coworkers, bosses, friends, churches and volunteer organizations all count on us to excel. And it can feel overwhelming.
Especially when we’re operating in our own strength.
Today, before you hurry off to tackle your to-do list, spend time with Jesus. Reflect on God’s great love for you and the gifts of love, mercy, and grace. Thank Him for the blessings in your life. And give Him your day, all of the ins and outs that can set your mind whirling, and receive the peace He offers.
Let’s claim the promise of Isaiah 26:3: “You, Lord, give true peace to those who depend on you, because they trust in you.” (NCV)
Do you find yourself falling into the trap of relying on your strength? Use the comments below to share how you’ve learned to fight this tendency.
